Ok tops - I have one for you. (Bottoms, I'm sure you're every bit as well informed, but might hold back on me [unless you hate me. Please don't hate me
]. Regardless, join the discussion!)
I haven't been spanked in 2 weeks, and have a very big one coming tonight. But I am so much NOT in the mood it's not even funny. I'm feeling very happy, self-centred, secure, confident, positive, bossy, and energetic. I'm past bratting, in fact would say I've reached the point where I legit feel like I don't want this, don't need it, want to love my boyfriend and ignore all his advice/orders. However, this is probably a temporary mindset, and even if it isn't I don't want to give up TTWD based on the strength of one day's emotions. So I want to be spanked, EVEN though *I don't need it!!!* *red lights and alarm bells go off in the houses of tops all over the world*
So - what would you do??!!! Take it away, guys!
you see? I completely can't take this seriously! I'm an out of control bottom and I love it! (in my defence, it's the sunniest day all year)
'I had made the mistake of powering up my consciousness without having the appropriate scaffolding in place'
Marni Jackson, 'Pain'