Ex US Army, Infantry, got out in 2005.
Without going into all the details, I did things and saw things that haunt me still.
I did the therapy thing for a year and a half or so, didn't really help me a lot. I just didn't feel comfortable unloading all my baggage, even after trying 3 different therapists, and all kinds of chemical's - anti depressants.
I find that after a really good ass whipping I am "riding that cloud" as I say. The endorhin (spelling) rush is better than any drug. I feel great.
Last week I walked in the house and saw my wife sitting in a kitchen chair. All she said was "drop'em". I laid over her lap and she delivered one hell of a spanking with a spatula.
Just freaking WOW!
She let me up and I walked into the bedroom to change cloth's. She followed me in and said I needed more.
over the bed I go with my pants around my ankles while I got 90 more. Lemme tall ya', my ass was stinging for 3 days after that.
My point? I dunno. My stress disappeared -I have a pretty stressful job - , and I was "high" as a kite for the rest of the night.
Anyone else have anything else like this work for them?
I find it interesting that this works better than any drug, and I am pleasantly surprised just how well it works.
Thanks for letting me ramble,
Just another sick twisted freak with a cattle prod.