Well, I found out what was keeping my hubby from dealing with my brattiness last week. He finally decided to talk to me today about it.
For one he thought that my mind was just to full waiting to findout about what the baby is, so he decided to be a little lenient because of that, but also he thought that since I was having really bad headaches all week I deserved a much needed break and rest. So, he decided in order to do this he would just give me a week of no discipline.
I told him that this made me feel worse not better, because then I started stressing over the fact that I thought he had abandoned my needs and just didn't care anymore. Once he heard this I was informed that during his midnight break that I am getting a spanking for thinking that he would ever not care about me.
So I guess here in about an hour I'm in for it. Although he only has 15 minutes total on his break and it takes him 2 minutes drive time both ways so at least he don't have much time. He also told me that if this was going to be the way I felt everytime he tried to give me a break because of health issues then I will get no more breaks.
I told him that if I felt that my health was so much of a problem that I thought we needed to take a break I would let him know. So, we have decided that from now on unless I let him know that I feel so bad that I just don't think I can handle keeping up with the rules for a while, then he will not take anymore breaks. Not even for, what he considered, my own good.
Anyways, I feel much better now that we had a chance to have a good talk about it and I'm not feeling so anxious or the need to rant.