My guts are churning right now with anxiety. I've been trying to distract myself so I won't be sick! I was out running some last minute errands this afternoon and rushing around. Well low and behold I got a speeding ticket!!! Of course it was a woman cop too so I had no chance of getting out of it. Of all the luck! We're leaving in a couple of hours and my husband will be home at 7.
Oh man I am in deep sh*t Arkansas! I practically begged her to let me off but she wouldn't. I just cannot believe this happened. I wasn't even going very fast.
The thing is I have to tell him on the day I get a ticket or he considers this lying on top of the ticket if I don't...an EXTREMELY serious offence. How could I get a ticket on the very day we're leaving!!! This is too cruel.
I CANNOT tell him! He will frigging freak! I just cannot start our vacation this way. I'm gonna tell him when we get back. What choice do I have after all. He might even make me stay home!!! Omg this is so bad and I am so mad at myself for not being more careful.
I gotta go get myself together because he'll be home soon and I don't want him to be suspicious. I hate lying but the timing is just too crazy. It will put him in an angry mood and I just cannot spoil it. I know I am going to be SEVERELY
dealt with though, when I do tell him. I'm absolutely dreading it.
Gotta go. Oh Lana, I am in horrible trouble! No one needs to tell me it's all my fault...I know it. I gotta go dry my eyes and make sure I don't look like I've been crying. I'm so upset I could throw up.
Not sure when you'll hear from me again. I'm not telling him until we get back home. I've made up my mind. You guys probably think it's wrong but I just can't do it right now.
Bye for now, gang. We actually leave this evening...I had it wrong about the times. I wish I could disappear off the planet. See ya.